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Self Discovery Part 2

“Embracing Patience in the Journey of Self-Discovery.

“In my journey of self-discovery, one resounding revelation has been my impatience with myself. I often set goals, eager for instant manifestations. The desire for immediate improvement, the drive for immediate results, consumes me. Reflecting upon my journal entries, marked thankfully by dates, I find myself constantly grappling with impatience. I set goals for myself, both big and small, and if they don’t materialize instantly, I abandon them. I’ve observed a pattern of giving up, no matter the scale of the goal, merely because it didn’t align with the unrealistic timeline I set—often just a week or a month.

Throughout 2019, I repeatedly aimed for the same goals, achieving almost none. Additionally, I’ve recognized a habit of harsh self-criticism, even over the smallest setbacks. I realize I deny myself the time required for learning and growth. I wonder how many others share this impatience; the truth is, we need to allow ourselves the space and time to err and evolve. The journey of self-love might seem interminable and discouraging, but that’s the essence of it—allowing it to take its time.

So many of us expect an instant, snap-of-the-fingers transformation, waking up with our lives perfectly aligned. We anticipate having everything together and embodying the best versions of ourselves instantly. But reality doesn’t operate that way. Everything takes time to grow. Consider a baby’s development: nine months in the womb, nearly two years to speak and walk, and then years spent in education. Similarly, as adults, we’re continually learning to navigate life. Patience is essential because nothing happens overnight. Some trees take a century to reach their full potential.

Upon reflection, I discovered one of my habits: comparing myself to peers. Secretly yearning for elements of their lives, their fashion, or their achievements, I often succumb to immense pressure, wanting things to happen immediately. This habit feels negative and self-damaging. Yes, competition is a by-product of our ingrained schooling, but why must we compete when we could all shine in our unique ways?

In my ongoing journey, I’ve begun reminding myself that I’m doing the best I can, and that my path will unfold at its own pace. Learning to stay in my lane and run my race at my own speed has been a challenge, particularly with the added pressure of social media. But I endeavor to stay grounded and appreciate the pace I’m moving at. I’m slowly recognizing that most of my habits are ingrained social programming that I’ve carried through life. Self-love demands tremendous patience; there are days when I still catch myself comparing.

In those moments, witnessing friends achieving milestones, living seemingly perfect lives, I sometimes feel inadequate. Yet, I’ve learned to control the negative self-talk, understanding that I am the author of my own narrative. Ultimately, I’ve come to the understanding that self-love necessitates patience, time, and understanding.

Give yourself room to falter, learn, grow, falter again, and grow again. Embrace this cycle of life. When feeling stagnant or left behind, ask yourself what you’re actively doing about the situation. Recognize that you’re in control of your life and should steer it at your own pace. And when the pace feels too slow, ask yourself why the rush and if you’re truly enjoying the journey. Self-love is a journey of patience, time, and self-understanding.”

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